Sunday, March 7, 2010

Uh-oh! Is My Wedding Not Pushing Through?!? HELP!!!

In spite and despite of my anger at Benj right now, I could not say that I'm not scared for what could happen. For chrissakes, he ran away! Oh no!!!


Amidst all the stress of doing preparations for the wedding, he and I decided to spend some time together, get out of the castle and just relax at a sauna... for very interesting reasons, mind you! Out of nowhere, while Benj drove my car towards the place where the spa is at, Alistair, yes, Alistair, texts me! How did he ever find my number out? I swear it was only the Cullens, my Forks friends and the Volturi that knows my number! ACK! And he was just apologizing for having caused trouble for me and Benj back at Isle Esme. Oh my... Just remembering that... I couldn't quite fathom how we get around to arguing like this half a month into our wedding day. Crazy!


So just imagine Benj's fury when he knew Alistair was texting me. I told Benj that I never gave out my number, which is, by the way, the truth, but he wouldn't budge! How and why would I ever lie to him about this? Besides, it's not as if I was the type to give my fone number out, and Alistair didn't ask for it either... As if he'd have a reason to get my number anyway. Oh my.







Back at the sauna, things got hot and heavy between me and Benj, both of us stark naked, getting ready to attempt a shot at our little experiment when all of a sudden, he pulled away and went out of the stall to get dressed! We both left the place a few minutes in, and while he drove us back to the castle, my fone went off again and it was Alistair. Benj must have known this because he pulled over at the side of the road and stormed off. He ran away and I tried to follow him but from far away, he turned around to create this huge hole at the deserted field to hinder me from getting across. Seriously!



Very upset and mad, I stalked away, driving myself back towards the castle and ran off to my room to sulk. And now, here I am typing inside my room. Wondering...



Thinking...


Will Benj ever return? If yes, then when? Would he realize things in time for the wedding, or...





...oh my God...






Help.